Well.. nth much to blog.. or should i say lazy to blog ba.. Just ONE word.. 'STRESS' i can say that next week, almost everyday i also have practical tests and test. Somehow i got that 'scare' feeling of failing the tests.. But i just can't make myself to study neither.. I started to hate study after sch reopen or maybe in the year of 2008.. I got that feeling that i'm old le. indeed i am? therefore, i do not have those motivation to study but to play and work or enjoy my life. i feel like going oversea to enjoy and study rather to study in local now. I can say that my class people are very competitive in their studies.. i don't know why.. they just give me those feeling that they have to study hard and go to university..haix.. i HATE it. i just can't find those friends that i used to have in secondary school whereby after school we'll like have fun together.. (outing, shopping and etc.) Recently, one of my buddy went off for his national service. meaning to say not much of my friends gonna accompany me or have fun le. N right now, i'm stuck at home, doing nth the whole day but SLEEP.. i wish to study but ended up slping the whole day.. i do go out by my own.. but finding myself like super idiot and like a emo guy walking around. =) maybe that's what others think of me when they see me shop? well. i enjoy walking alone. or looking around the different people in our corner or world. somehow u will find it funny. hmmm.. suddenly got the urge of getting attach. because i'm turning my 20 soon. if i don't attach den when i will be? my 30? haix. so let nature take it course, but hopefully soon? well.. i think i gonna pray hard to let my wishes come true? as long as it come true ba. =) arrrhh.. feeling super bore. nth i can do too.. i hope next week sat i can do my shopping spree.. if not i don't need to celebrate my chinese new year le. i decided what to buy le. =) hopefully, whatever i wear i still stay young and charming? =x ha..

loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris