Haix.. Thing tat u expected to happen just dun seems to be happening at all.. No matter how much u try, how much u wish, how much u pray and hope for.... JUST nv success at all.. Wad we really need is JUST miracle? or JUST give up? it just simply left 2 choices for me now.. it's been a pretty long time, being day and night without fail trying real hard just to have tat LITTLE happiness that i wish for, but just...... izzit tat hard to be granted? everyday i just look upon tat slim little chance whenever i made tat effort to try.. though there were no outcome but i still stand on.. i pray everyday for that very very one outcome but yet i'm unable to have it.. do i really need to move or touches the god heart before i have my little blessing or hope that i always wish to come true? On the other hand, do this world really have miracle? den when will be my that miracle for me after my 19years in the earth? everybody tells me abt miracle and some even witness abt the real miracle that happen on them.. Is this wad god have given us? And if so, why just cant every of us have the happiness we want? so that no one is living in a miserable life..N they try real hard yet they fail and just make them suffering and feel terrible, hopeless and etc...