Firstly, i wan to congratulate my buddies vince and yew chin.. =) Feel happy for them.. Reason one of them started to 'fa se' le.. Busy dating girlfriend le siaz.. Second one... Finally, that couple talk things out properly and went through the misunderstanding.. Glad helping them and they finally have their happiness.. =)) But as for me....... haiz.. let that be a wish and hope for me ba.. I think i gonna be lonely more le... cause every fri we'll meet up and go out or play.. now they got their happiness ahead, i think i gonna be lonely and cannot be accompany by them le.. sad. =( But i rather suffer that than see them sad or wad.. See them happy i think of my past.. Can imagine how happy they are la.. IF i ever have a chance to go back as before.. That's definately the best life i ever have.. cause that's wad i'm waiting for, hope for and wish for.. being now and future ba.. But 1 thing that all guys wanted to know beside me is that why all gals onli think for themselve and being selfish? scare themselve bring burden for them, think they will neglect their guy? But i wan to say.. no matter wad ur guy will stand by ur side being in trouble, problem or wad.. willing to understand as long as u tell them the truth or stress u having in wadever u r doing.. u wan noe y? Reason because they really really love u.. They trust u, respect u.. =) Am i right? buddies? and all the guys out dere?? So why not talk with them, i'm sure they willing to share the burden with u.. IF they really love u.. In addition, think for their feeling.. =))