argh.. after 2matches for the johor bahru skudai champion league 2007.. we still concede defeat.. but this time a have a close match.. we lost 3points... but there's nth we can do. . we are just 18, 19 fellows.. wif coaches.. perhaps we will win for the incoming matches ba.. or when the next match wif them.. we can do it better.. oh ya.. been out frm country den the officers of the custom keep remarking my passport to change photos.. they say dun look like me.. haix.. that instant photos was like sec3 de man.. only 4yrs change so much.. gosh.. getting uglier or gud looking i wonder.. *******missing text.. continues later..

Well.. just a short entry.. no time and no mood to blog lately.. today is the first day of school after 7weeks of holiday.. didn't do anything much but just SLEEP.. i didn't have a proper slp yest.. because i nv slp well or shd i say nv slp at all.. cos i scare of overslp until 5pm den wake up.. pretty tired now.. cos just came back having dinner wif the bros.. the minced pork noodle at tech whye there.. ( opposite mac) super nice man.. u guys MUST try.. tell uncle to add noodle.. cos is "FREE" and u have really big portion.. is hard to finish it sometime.. haix.. lately having the repeater dream i guess.. cant really remenber wad izzit for the dream but somehow i know i dreamt of the person.. =( it has been for days.. kinda missing someone now.. it's been a long time.. sometime i know somehow things might not change.. but i believe there sure a miracle or chance do happen.. is just the matter of time.. the heart of mine might misses much, but who knows? i might behave nth much have changes on me and forcing myself in walking on to that path.. but will i ever be happy for that? i try taking a rest on the lonely bench with wild images of you and hope.. simply because i just wanted a simple u that brought me a little happiness.. i feel hurt and sad with the path i forcing myself to walk through the darkness route.. really.. but there's nth i can do.. having a chance and miracle is just like having someone who accompany when i'm down and brings me happiness, joy and laughter throughout the route.. i can agree that my look or the appearance of me, the way i dress, speak, walk might change.. even my heart.. but it changes to keep u deeply in my heart.. if u are easily replace, long ago u already do so.. i tried.. but i failed.. maybe this kind of feeling will only occur when u really, truely love that person.. is hard to say but no matter what u just keep the person in mind and in ur heart.. every sec u do think of the person.. just like GOD.. u keeps him in ur heart and always remenber he's beside u when u need him.. that's wad i feel now having u in my heart when we are together.. till the day u left, it's just a total blindness in my life.. i cant accept it.. accepting my fact of blind too.. (without you) i have nv been as happy as before again.. NEVER ever.. and people says is good to be loved cos that shows how a person really loves u.. but did u know i do? N people says is sad to love someone.. cos is hard for the other partner to love u as much as u do......
Hmmm.. well, alright.. i shall continue another day..

GOD BLESS !!

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris

look here!!

Yes yes.. just look here and read.. lolx.. actually there's alot things for me to blog but dun think i'm able to blog everything of it.. cos i'm getting lazy and tired.. anyway if any of u guys who is a private candidate in having ur driving license pls let me know.. congrat that i passed my final theory without reading through much.. perhaps i'm lucky? lolx.. anyway wish to have license before next year march? fast enough feb? so i look forward to u guys info. then.. =) thanks in advance.. Well.. also got another thing to share.. Maybe without any problem.. i'll be going malaysia every week on one of the weekends for like maybe league matches under the open men matches.. i dunno is this a great thing or a bad thing? anyway can get to go out of ur country for matches leh.. but it seems like pretty dangerous too.. maybe my bro oso going too.. so hopefully nth will happen or wad.. GOD BLESS!!

Shark.. i think i'm lacking of sleep.. super duper tired all this while.. yest i only have 2hrs of sleep la.. went over to norman hse for a soccer match.. Man.U vs roma in champion league.. den after that went on to singapore poly for bball den to south view bball.. 10hrs of bball? starting frm 12pm to 10pm.. but of course do have rest or so.. but the weather is killing me this few days.. super hot.. den just because of that one afternoon bball games, i got myself being sunburn under the piping hot sun la.. haix.. realising i'm tanned again.. is this good or bad? but at least ming the 'hunk' says that my skin colour looks pretty nice.. just like 'sunshine guy' ya? oh ya.. suppose to went jogging just now de.. too bad la.. have bball until my leg cant take it.. but surprisingly i have cramped on my finger instead of my leg man.. Well.. every alternate day i going for run.. at least run till railway mall den run back.. den if very free or rich enough.. gonna go gym every alternate day oso.. if not psycho norman to go his hse there de gym.. but think i got no time for gym or wad la.. everyday i have my at least 16hrs of slp man.. but i forcing it to 12hrs.. at least dun sound so 'wow' as a pig la.. i'll try ya.. but sleeping really shiok.. just simply like it.. dun need eat den can on diet too leh.. think u gals should try? ha.. erm... btw recently i heard abt some relationship problem and kinda chit chat with the topic.. somehow guys really thinks alike.. BUT!!! only for the same type of guys like me la.. i'm not saying ALL guys.. so dun mistaken too.. somehow just tat guys just worry abt the gal they love.. n is not being demanding.. just worry abt u gals n concern of ur presence.. =) talking about this.. super unlucky la.. actually wanted to choose understanding relationship in one of my IS modules de.. but too bad dun have that on my shift.. arbo i gonna sound like a professional after taking that classes.. haix.. ended up i chosen principle of management man.. die la la.. my bro and friends say veri difficult.. die le lo.. den the other one more worst man.. watashiwa chris.. understand? well exactly la.. is jap class leh? gonna learn a language leh.. hell... wonder next sem how i gonna die man? somemore saw my time-table le.. alot modules siaz.. haix..

GOD BLESS!!

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris

3days ago..

Woo~~ on the autumn festival i was disturb frm my slp by yc n cy.. all because of yc idea man.. told cy about wad heart shape LED thingy.. den make it wif sincerity and give it to his gf.. den come my hse lend them the soldering iron kit to solder the electronic.. Maybe because cy was not really gud in doing hand on stuff, during that few hours i guess.. he seems a little clumsy and dunno wad shd be done first.. so after all, i helped him in some too.. yc came into help after that... After everything was done.. we went on to meet nicky and the rest to the mid autumn festival at chinese garden.. well, nth much there.. can say a little too boring for me.. though i can consider myself as 'cam whore', i shd have taken alot photos there rite? too bad nth much there to take.. anway if take so much, ppl will say me or jealous ya? =X kidding.. anyway i was there just to add on more fun in it.. lucky i gets to see firework there too.. if not i can say is a waste of time.. too bad.. we nv finish the places at all la.. haix.. Part2 of the day think is our bowling session ba.. all because of nick fault la.. wad addicted to bowling.. so we went on to the club for bowling.. actually i prefer a better event.. like catching a movies that dun need to waste my strength throwing the ball.. lolx.. perhaps they are training me to be fit ar? think it's been a long time i nv went into the cinema for a show le.. After bowling, i have my dance practice.. Wee~~ but too bad no music.. N my buddies not active to play wif me.. especially norman la.. haix.. think every fri must go dance wif peng hwa they all le.. they are all dope man.. shd have gone to the open class wif them.. anyway i hope to glide and learn the robot dance.. =) it looks cool man.. too bad my leg is still nt recovering.. shd have gone for sinseh after that sprain.. wondering when den will be alright.. damn it.. sry.. no vulgarity.. sinful man... oh ya.. happy to know that vince went to the same church as my mum.. so to say that i was wif the same church as him if i go church on sat.. =) i was told that he was there wif his gf.. But previously vince is a catholic.. think cause of his gf and dunno wad.. he went to church now? not pretty sure abt it.. but abit suprise that somehow it changes vince thot to believe in christian.. Perhaps he receive the god words or blessing n believes.. apart frm it, he's being accept as the son of god? =) well.. find one day must go church wif vince le.. he say the sat evening session of the youth grp quite happening.. lolx..

GOD BLESS U GUYS!!

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris

the groupie.. i know i'm the extra.. lolx. =X

me wif small n big barney!!

nicku nicku wif me.. lolx..

dun squeeze to take photo leh.. ppl taking me rite? =X lolx..

finally can take me n barney..

nicku nicku squeeze.. wahahaha..

say cheese.. wahaha..

training in progress..

Happening days..

well.. let's flashback few days back..

Starting frm FRIDAY..

I was awake after my 2hrs of slp only.. perhaps i was too anxious abt my sentosa trip after so long.. Together wif kenny, siang wee, ah kow, wei cai, ming, tim... but in the middle of the fun guo hui had joined us for the day.. Beside us.. yew chin, liqi, cy and his gf, liqi fren, karis. went to sentosa too.. though we didn't play together but i'm sure everyone had fun afterall.. i guess we have joy and fun there.. The greatest man shd be ah kow ba? he was being sand-covered by us and he gets to take photos wif 'chio bu'.. somemore is a foreigner.. guess the rest of them were jealous of kow man.. anyway i did take a photo wif him too.. =) nice ar.. our creation wor.. lolx.. after tat we went to vivo for carl's junior.. think is the first time i finish it and complaining i'm still hungry man.. after the meal.. we went on to queenway shopping.. throughout the journey.. i was like falling aslp.. super tired man.. but afterall, it was a fun day.. =)

ah kow & me

.... move on to SATURDAY..

Gosh.. i woke up damn early on sat.. it was because i needed to attend my cousin wedding.. oh ya.. forget to take some photos wif my phone.. anyway my phone not really good so can't take any good photos.. If my cousin do send me the pics.. perhaps i will upload it.. Long time nv meet my mum side relative le.. therefore alot ppl can't or dun recognise me at all la.. sad.. BUT something that make me happy is tat they say me & my bro look like STARs.. hopefully is 'true' but i dun think so.. suprisingly alot ppl saying i look more like a korean star.. well.. after the wedding stuff.. went on to AMK hub.. too bad unable to see her performance.. cos i went there late.. Another disappointment was unable to see felicia chin perform too.. Super duper sad la.. After tat, together wif yc, went to meet vince to slack.. n apparently we went to bowl too.. guess wad? i broke my personal record le.. Wee~ i will upload the score pic when i get it frm yc or vince.. beside tat.. went to pool oso owning.. =) guess i change my luck frm bad to good ya?..

me & chinz.. Awaiting for felicia chin (@AMK hub)..

finally...

Finally is SUNDAY...

hmmm.. today i woke up at 4plus.. almost late for my grandma dinner.. dinner was at vivo city.. 'imperial herbal restaurant' some of the food there really really very nice.. the atmosphere there oso good.. SIAN.. grandma first met me.. the very very first question she ask me was ' why my hair so long? ' lolx.. think is not the first time le.. hopefully she will understand that the trend n lifestyle have been changing le.. =X But she thinks tat my hair will be much nicer if is a little bit shorter.. well.. i think so too.. so no comments or arguement toward it.. =) hmm... after dinner went back yew tee to meet norman, yc n vince for the big soccer match.. chelsea vs man.U.. by the end of the game.. as expected.. my prediction is rite.. man.U win by 2-0.. oh ya.. we were eating the thailand 'special' fruit.. i dunno wad's tat.. but it just super nice.. is sweet n nice.. it outer part look like jack fruit n durain liddat.. really kinda 'special and weird' fruit.. but is nice.. shd have taken the photos of it to show u guys.. too bad then..

weird fruit rite?

Loved by the one and only god of all

GOD BLESS!!

[x]chris

darkness night..

Well.. went for a drink just now wif some frens.. but objective was to accompany and comfort a fren of ours.. cos she is feeling pretty down? Dun really know her well.. but again is a relationship problem.. I know to me, maybe i just cant handle relationship too well, therefore i dun dare to speak much abt it.. I'll only give my point of view ba.. Afterall to solve a relationship is not by others opinion or point of views.. It is solve between u and ur partner.. perhaps talking things out or the misunderstanding between each other might be the best solution? I know that there are alot reasons that will lead to couples break up or quarrel.. but i mean if u cant solve it den wad for being together? n wad's more for future? sitting down quietly at the playground while the guys are still comforting her.. Somehow, the darkness brings me back to the past.. so kinda emo by hearing the sorrow.. lolx.. Anyway i hope that the fren of ours will be alright? Perhaps go or follows wif ur heart.. If u really love him, just go for it.. N settle this relationship together.. be truthful, understanding.. We'll support u de.. but 'IF' there's a bad outcome, i hope u will get through it.. Perhaps as ur fren says, forget it and get a better one.. 'BUT' do remenber.. Is really hard to get the one u really really love.. So hope u cherish it.. Perhaps this sentence is for him. =) Well.. As for my bro.. cherish it ya? dun wish to see them always quarrel.. my buddies oso.. think now norman is getting his way to relationship? as for the rest.. newly as few days or to going 3yrs the bros... talking to CY, VINCE, YC.. cherish ya.. 'trust, respect, communication, understanding, honest' ok? God bless you guys.. me too..

Loved by the one and only god of all

[x]chris

sadded..

Haix.. yest results was out.. the results was expected.. So pretty sad too.. all because of my stupid maths.. haix.. because of it i gets to see a great different in my GPA.. i had a results of DEC =A+; EM3A =C+; PCnetworking = A; PDA =AD; PLD =A+.. all because i fail my maths CCT n it drag my overall result to C+.. there goes my GPA 4.. wif that C+ ended up i get only 3.7
Anyway is over.. so i cant do anything.. blame me for nt studying lo.. wad to do.. hopefully i am able to do better next sem.. Rather happy because my results is better than wad i expected before the exam.. Wondering whether how she did? hope that she had passed.. yupp.. that's wad i pray n wish for her.. Though hardly have any communication or contact wif her now..but somehow there's a feel abt concern, thots & etc frm me to her?. Afterall i still hope she is being bless wif cares..

Well.. apart frm results, i think i did vent out my anger for nt doing well in my maths on my bowling game just now.. =) Apparently i was surprised that kenny joined us for the games.. though i'm not good enough.. Cos i hardly win him.. i'm sure we had fun afterall.. Hopefully we'll have fun another day ba.. Later still have to go gym.. waking up at 11.45am.. still got 5hrs for me to slp.. hopefully i can wake up ba.. =) Gonna train hard to be a 'hunk' lolx...

[x]chris