My Mind

argh.. this is not the usual me at all. i just cant stop myself from thinking of you. I'm worried and wanting to know everything of you. I really wish miracles would happen now. I'm willing to change for you. I want shows you that i really understand your feeling and do care for you alot.. that's why i react to be jealous. =( i always trusted you, is not the ways you are thinking.. Every single moment i'm waiting for your return and all. I always thought that after NS, more or less we settled down. when i graduated, i really hope that i can engage with you. You are really a nice girl that i ever had and dont wish to lose. You have never stop showering me with all your loves and encouragement when i'm down. You always there for me and be my listening ears. I understand that this 2years, u have hard time going through, i have little time for u.. but the happy moments we had is so gorgerous and wonderful. I really need that chance to prove it all to you and not by saying.. If you really do read my post, i got we can make through it. i love you alot n willing to sacrifice my life for it. My mind now is full of ur images. In fact, i willing to wait for you till you ready and settle down with your work for me. i love and misses u lots. I hope minimumly we are able to keep in touch and i can accompanied u whenever u need a person to talk to.. hearts..

FUCK!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!! why izzit so hard to believe me? what's with the 3years? Loving a person like u izzit so freaking hard? Where's the TRUST? or izzit my words are just not reliable to u? If one day a person waits for u for 3years and give up on u. finding himself a new gf. cannot meh? dont u think is a good thing to him? at least he really really find his very very love ones? why should u doubt on him? just because of that freaking 3years? U know how he's feeling and all? he's been hurt for once and for twice. of cos he needs more time to settle his feeling and all. most importance, his confidence on loving a person hard. he might thinks that u will hurt me in future too right?

[chris]

Pregnant!!!

Pregnant? kidding yoz. ARGH!!!! I'm just craving for 'zha jiang mian'!!!!
Anyone?



u know who u are. u OWE me one 'zha jiang mian' get ur pay and treat me!!
[chris]

A special 'You'

The very first moment where 'She' insist on aparting with me down the street. My heart just sank, as i walked down my path, i was wondering is she alright? On the other hand, i have to respect what she wants n all. I can always lend her my shoulder or even my listening ears for her if she's facing any problems. Rather than she keeps it to herself. But she just don't bother to give me a single chance for it. I might not know how she feels and all. But there's one thing for sure is that, i rather be the one suffering from it than 'U'. I thought of U day & night, having the urge of letting u know how much i need n love u. I really just wish upon there is one day, a miracle can change or allow it to happen.

misses u deeply..

[chris]

Well.. back to show with u some video. enjoy.. if only i can dance like them >.<


Freestyle Dance : Mirror Story - Korea(Prepix) - These bloopers are hilarious

Up next..

Went to my cousin wedding dinner. well. gonna wish the newly wedd. =)
will upload the pic with the cousin and 'biao sao' if i got the pic? meanwhile.. just too lazy to blog. =x

PIC of Bro, mummy and chris.

PIC of Godma and i

The cousins.

Loved by the one and only god of all

Finally...

well.. finally i got the time to updates this rusty and dusty blog. i bet all my viewer have already gone. lolx.

Firstly gonna update some of the photos on Liqi's 20th birthday. well. everyone getting 'old' lol.

















Loved by the one and only god of all