Well.. just a short entry.. no time and no mood to blog lately.. today is the first day of school after 7weeks of holiday.. didn't do anything much but just SLEEP.. i didn't have a proper slp yest.. because i nv slp well or shd i say nv slp at all.. cos i scare of overslp until 5pm den wake up.. pretty tired now.. cos just came back having dinner wif the bros.. the minced pork noodle at tech whye there.. ( opposite mac) super nice man.. u guys MUST try.. tell uncle to add noodle.. cos is "FREE" and u have really big portion.. is hard to finish it sometime.. haix.. lately having the repeater dream i guess.. cant really remenber wad izzit for the dream but somehow i know i dreamt of the person.. =( it has been for days.. kinda missing someone now.. it's been a long time.. sometime i know somehow things might not change.. but i believe there sure a miracle or chance do happen.. is just the matter of time.. the heart of mine might misses much, but who knows? i might behave nth much have changes on me and forcing myself in walking on to that path.. but will i ever be happy for that? i try taking a rest on the lonely bench with wild images of you and hope.. simply because i just wanted a simple u that brought me a little happiness.. i feel hurt and sad with the path i forcing myself to walk through the darkness route.. really.. but there's nth i can do.. having a chance and miracle is just like having someone who accompany when i'm down and brings me happiness, joy and laughter throughout the route.. i can agree that my look or the appearance of me, the way i dress, speak, walk might change.. even my heart.. but it changes to keep u deeply in my heart.. if u are easily replace, long ago u already do so.. i tried.. but i failed.. maybe this kind of feeling will only occur when u really, truely love that person.. is hard to say but no matter what u just keep the person in mind and in ur heart.. every sec u do think of the person.. just like
GOD.. u keeps him in ur heart and always remenber he's beside u when u need him.. that's wad i feel now having u in my heart when we are together.. till the day u left, it's just a total blindness in my life.. i cant accept it.. accepting my fact of blind too.. (without you) i have nv been as happy as before again.. NEVER ever.. and people says is good to be loved cos that shows how a person really loves u.. but did u know i do? N people says is sad to love someone.. cos is hard for the other partner to love u as much as u do......
Hmmm.. well, alright.. i shall continue another day..
GOD BLESS !!Loved by the one and only god of all[x]chris